Direct Messages - Deleted User 82114645

Hey cutie

you wanted to have some fun or do you really just like me enough that you wanted to be friends?

1:45 AM

Either way it's pretty cute

I've been scrolling your page for a while and really like it so I guess kinda both?~

Oh? What parts about it do you like? Specific kinks, edits, captions, or just me in general?~

hmm there wasn't really anything I didn't like I think definitely like you in general

1:49 AM

it really made me wanna approach so I could do anything for you

1:50 AM

Cute femboy toy. You know, if you don't take photos or videos of yourself, a lot of my favorite tasks are hard. That being said, you can always $imp or funnel to mommy

1:50 AM

Question though, have you ever looked into HRT?

not really, why?

If you're looking to get cutie, you could learn more about it. Maybe even start for me

what's hrt?

Estorgen and anti-androgens. They're FTM hormones (drugs) that cuties like you can take to become more feminine

1:53 AM

Most transgirls take them, but NBs and femboys can take them too

ohh that I thought that was for transitioning to be girl though

It can be, but like I said, the effects are desireable for feminine boys as well

1:55 AM

those that want to stay cute or get cuter, avoid "twink death", or looking for something that helps prevent hair loss

it's kinda scary idk because I guess then I wouldn't be a man anymore >.>

be honest, are really a "man" now?

1:57 AM

well, kinda

Hmm, I'm not sure if that's true~

>///>

You know, there's actually one thing you might be able to help me with, if you have a card that is :3

2:01 AM

It would be to refund my twitter blue eheh

a silly reason but if you trust me, would be cute~

️ you could even use a throwaway card with only a small amount on it

2:02 AM

the month is almost over, and the sub who's card I'm currently using for that told me it's going to be empty for a while sooo

o-ok, so you don't want me to take hrt then?

Silly

2:03 AM

ofc I'd want you to take HRT, the twitter thing just came on my mind because it's nearly the end of the month

when does it expire?

2:04 AM

and what would I have to do for hrt?

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when does it expire?

Pretty soon MarineSip

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and what would I have to do for hrt?

I can get you my resource list~

2:06 AM

All you'd have to do is select a way of obtaining HRT and then you could start taking it for me

2:06 AM

Ordering DIY is probably the easiest and mommy can guide you through the process

o-ok I'm nervous but also want to make you happy

2:07 AM

So cute

r-really?

Mhmm!~

Let me get you the resource list~

2:12 AM

https://www.plannedparenthood.org/get-care/our-services/transgender-hormone-therapy Planned Parenthood offers HRT services. Even if you travel far, they can prescribe to a pharmacy of your choice https://getplume.co/ Option for those who prefer ordering online https://folxhealth.com/ Another option for ordering online https://hrt.coffee/ List of HRT suppliers and their payment information https://otkph.com/ Crypto alternative for anime cuties. Read their homepage and shipping page information before ordering (may take a month to arrive) Doctor/Specialist Another option is to consult a doctor. They will likely refer you to a "specialist". A viable option depending on where you live but may take multiple appointments https://diyhrt.market/ Community-driven project that provides accurate and up-to-date information for transgender DIY and the sourcing of hormones https://diyhrt.wiki/ DIY resource page https://www.reddit.com/r/TransDIY/wiki/index/ I don't reddit, but I've been told this is also a helpful resource for those interested in DIY

2:12 AM

It's a lot to read, but full of good resources. Some options will make more sesnse depending where you live

so I need to get Estradiol and Spironolactone?

Depends if you're doing injections or pills

2:21 AM

but yes, those 2 could work, since it's estrogen (estradiol) and a t-blocker (Spiro)

ok I'm really nervous

Did you already look into a method? You know, ordering is the first big step

2:29 AM

really nervous though

2:29 AM

All it takes is one click cutie~

just one click?

Ordering it for mommy

️

2:32 AM

taking a cute evidence photo with my twitter in the background when it arrives

2:32 AM

taking your first pills

I-I did it

It can take time to arrive, but I'll be looking forward to it~

I saw some of your subs that rt your tweets have "pink pilled" in their bio what's that?

Usually means starting girl pills (HRT) RoseSmuggest

2:55 AM

So I guess for you, it would apply once you take your first ones~

so basically those are all your subs that you got to start taking hrt?

Not all of them started HRT for me, but some have

that's kinda hot

Yeah, it can be, since it's very real~

2:59 AM

HRT stands for hormone replacement therapy. Do you know all the effects of HRT? (edited)

I read a lot of the stuff you sent me

3:00 AM

I'm glad you did

3:01 AM

It'll take some time to arrive, in the meantime, stick around. I'll continue to post content and be on Discord~

I wanna be your sub too

3:02 AM

Yeah? Cute sub for me?~

mhm

If you're too shy for photos and videos that's fine, starting HRT and going infertile for me is a great starting goal RoseSmuggest

3:04 AM

Do you have a spare card mommy can use for blue bird app? If not it's okay, I just have to ask around real quick~

3:04 AM

I can tease and bully you some after too

3:04 AM

idk how I could get a throwaway card :/

Hmm, it's okay. I'll ask a few others real quick :3

3:08 AM

the price itself isn't the issue, I just need a subs card for twitter ZeroPat

you should get a wishtender to supplement your throne with cash gifts!

Hmm?

3:10 AM

I thought about wish tender, I might make one soon

3:10 AM

Mommy currently has lots of payment options, I just don't think there is a way to buy twitter blue without a sub's card

3:11 AM

Don't think twitter has gift cards AkaliLaugh

yeah I just meant in general not for the twitter blue

Mhmm~

also it felt good when you called me a good girl

3:12 AM

Well it's true :3

3:14 AM

you're my pinkpilled

3:14 AM

hnngh

3:14 AM

thank you

I fell asleep

That's fine~

have you been up this whole time?

Yeah, I have been eheh

o:

11:58 AM

what timezone are you in?

It's 12:59 AM

11:59 AM

I mean, I travel

11:59 AM

timezone doesn't matter very much since I have non-24 merushrug

I was just curious what time it was for you

12:01 PM

Also, I was thinking since you're gonna make me a girl, made you could help me pick my new girl name?

Tristana could be cute JibrilWink

12:03 PM

Trist for short is cute too, and would stop people from trying to "deadname you"

Hmm reminds me of the league champ

12:04 PM

She's kind of annoying >.>

Not a fan? eheh

12:04 PM

Do you play League?

Yeah not so much anymore but I do

12:04 PM

Do you?

12:05 PM

Used to play a lot, but I made new sub-funded accounts

12:06 PM

Fresh start, anti-doxx, and I get free skins from cuties giggle

Maybe we could play together c:

E-girl gaming duo sesh? I'm open to e-pal or just playing games in general with subs if they fund me cute skins ZeroUwU

Mhmm~

12:08 PM

Did you play ranked or just casual?

I played ranked, but the new accounts aren't 30

You could just get subs to buy you lvl 30 accounts there really cheap

12:09 PM

And what rank were you?

12:09 PM

Just out of curiosity

Yeah but I'm not really interested in just spamming ranked. I want to have a main account with sub funded skins that doesn't get banned from being boosted/leveled/botted

I never grinded ranked either

Oh, I actually played ranked a lot

12:10 PM

I just mean I want new accounts

12:10 PM

I can't use the old ones for subs because it could doxx me

The last time I played ranked was like in February this year, I got to diamond 4 and then stopped playing and the account decayed to plat haha

fair

It was actually pretty demotivating at that point too because I was getting games with d1 and masters players ._.

12:11 PM

I think there was even one with a gm

Alright, I'll let in on a little secret

12:18 PM

I played league from a very early age eheh

Since like the start?

Back when there was only 4 ranks. Bronze, Silver, Gold, and Platinum. I eventually reached Platinum

12:21 PM

then they added Diamond and I reached that

12:21 PM

and I did some ELO boosting with a friend of mine AkaliLaugh

12:22 PM

Then they added Masters and Challenger

12:22 PM

Then I boosted accounts to Masters and sold them (edited)

12:22 PM

eventually I stopped doing that though

I only started playing in late 2017

12:25 PM

I remember the champ that came out like a month or less after I started was Zoe

Dropping CeCelore on you shrug1

I could say more but yeah, I'm pretty good at MOBAs when I try

I actually don't really like mobas tbh haha

12:25 PM

The only reason I go back to league is because the champs and controls of the champs themselves are fun and intuitive to me

12:26 PM

That's why I can't really grind ranked even if I wanted to

12:26 PM

Although I always wonder how high I could go if I wanted to and could put in the effort

12:27 PM

I got to d4 with like 70% winrate before I started losing a lot and then let it decay

12:27 PM

So I feel like I'm not inherently bad at the game and understand the core concepts it's just a matter of practice and effort maybe

12:34 PM

It is a fun game, I don't think I'll be doing ranked grinds any time soon, just playing a little here or there

I just mailed the payment to the online pharmacy so now it's really done

Good

I'm so nervous but also weirdly excited

big steps

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Also, I was thinking since you're gonna make me a girl, made you could help me pick my new girl name?

what do you think of Trixie?

12:48 PM

it's probably a dumb reason but I was thinking when I made my discord account I couldn't use my name as a username because it's too common so I just added a random x next to the s since it would make a similar sound

12:49 PM

so if I just like get rid of the rest and make that my new name it would work maybe? plus it's a kinda cute name

I know a character named Trixie, fan theory headcanon is she's trans too, it's a good name

12:53 PM

so it's settled then

You should change it on your twitter too :3

12:55 PM

although, not sure how active you are on there

not really active I just look around

12:58 PM

I updated it

12:58 PM

do you like it?

it even let me change my username to trixie uwu

1:13 PM

much better name :3

Mhmm! It's cute!

1:13 PM

Bio update too AhriPat

I can't believe I put she/her pronouns on my bio on twitter

1:14 PM

it's a good thing~

a good thing~

do you have like a process for someone becoming your sub btw?

1:32 PM

depends what you mean by "being my sub"

what do you mean?

Well, getting care and attention from mommy is already a sub privilege eheh

but if you mean getting dommed by me, I just have to be in the mood or we can $esh sometime~

getting care and attention from mommy is already a sub privilege

but that implies being your sub already in the first place so I'm mostly asking if like there's a process to get to that point or something

1:55 PM

and yeah I basically mean all that too

1:56 PM

although just being yours and getting care and attention is the most important part for me

2:02 PM

https://twitter.com/Locked_Soph like her, based on her bio is your owned sub right? that's kinda what I mean

(edited)

Mommy needs to sleep

4:12 PM

but I'll say this~

4:12 PM

you're on the right path if you want something like that :3

4:12 PM

even if you're too shy to share yourself, it's okay ZeroPat

I do want something like that

4:31 PM

and okay, good night

G'morning (edited)

Morning, cute pfp~

Ty I'm glad you like it~

4:18 AM

I missed you

I woke up for Kino Club but I might need to nap again since sleep was short. It's cute though~

4:36 AM

Awh~ is Oki though

I kinda can't sleep

heyy did you wake up from your nap?~

Mhmm~

hope it was a good nap :3

10:02 AM

I couldn't sleep so I spent a lot of time scrolling your twitter and I ended up watching this for quite a bit:

10:02 AM

https://twitter.com/CeCeFem/status/1606103179388940288

10:16 AM

It was a cute video from 2 cute subs

definitely really hot~

I wanna have sex like a good girl too

(edited)

10:39 AM

Do you have a chastity cage?

I do

Do you clean shave?~

10:41 AM

You wanna make it look cute JibrilWink

I'm still not really comfortable sharing :c I have a lot of anxiety and I don't really think I'm cute :c

Well, that just means body goals

Maybe some day

10:44 AM

If my anxiety doesn't get in the way

Hey Trixie? Do you anything about AI art?

Like holara?

Hmm

10:49 AM

2DFD AI Art. If not it's fine. I have oomfies and subs that can help

10:49 AM

Mommy wants to set somethings up using it

10:49 AM

I have stable diffusion

Afaik they just generate images and add captions or just post as is from stable diffusion, why?

Hmm, more so meant muse things. Just wanted assistance setting things up but I have others that can assist AhriPat

10:54 AM

just thought I would ask you first since you're active a lot and want to serve me JibrilWink

You can add a specific art style to the text prompt like for example of you wanted the gens to mimic the Danganronpa at style you would just put Danganronpa at the start

10:55 AM

Then just start customizing the green with hair color, eye color, hair length etc until you get something you like and save that prompt for future gens

10:55 AM

Is that what you mean?

Yeah, I'll look into it eventually. Wanted to try Celestia art as well ZeroUwU

7:01 PM

I'm currently cooking up something for a collab edit, so I probably won't be messaging anyone. Sorry cutie goodgirlpat

7:02 PM

I try to set a status when I'm in banger edit mode so everyone knows I'm not looking at DMs

I see I see

Brain juices important for collabs And as always, quality > quantity

ohh who are you collabing with?

a certain succubus~

hope you have fun

mhmm~

The $end was cute :3

I had actually tried to send again but my account got nuked again

that's why I don't use cashapp they have me blacklisted or something I think

Oh?

mm ya

so what kinda collab were you working on yesterday?~

Voice collab ZeroUwU

but it's on temporary break

SPOILER

should be good

Yeah, hopefully is happens~ Waiting on the other person before recording voice

they're busy I'm guessing?

Yeah, they were down for the collab before but they're currently on vacation and not in the mood, which is fine

1:33 PM

Usually when I collab with someone it takes 3 days or 3 months eheh

it happens

1:33 PM

things get delayed, can't force good content

1:33 PM

better to happe naturally~

right right~

do you have a server?

2:47 PM

I'd been meaning to ask

Not a public one, although I've been needing to make one for months now eheh

so you have a private one? like just for yourself or for subs too?

I have a secret server MarineSip

2:52 PM

but I will eventually make a sub server and an open community server

so not one I can join for now? :c

Hmm, the only server I was in before was called Blacked x Waifus, they banned me over 6 months ago

oki I just feel like I could be doing more to be a good girl for you but I'm not

You can always look for more ways to funnel for me JibrilWink

6:41 PM

but also, do you wanna get to the point where you show your irl body? (edited)

more ways to funnel for you?